- Monday, March 21, 2011 -

Life has been tough since I was single. Many unlucky things happened to me and losing those "used-to-be important" stuff that he gave me was a relief that I don't need to decide whether to delete or not.
Words are lies and lies are using words to express...
Been having fever since yesterday and when i was alone waiting to see a doctor just now, I felt so scared and lost... No one to turn to... Thought I had nearly fainted too... Hais..
I don't know why he still appear in my dreams... But this year's birthday would be just me alone. No one to cuddle and say "happy birthday dear" to me.
I'm crying now while typing these. Its really hard for me to let go thinking how much I loved him in the past and now that he's happily attached with a girl who is closer to his age. She must be a very lucky girl indeed..
Just read though my friend's gf's blog and it reminded me on how much I blogged about us in the past.
Nothing really interesting for me to post in my blog nowadays... Different guys came into my life for awhile. Non manage to stay long...
Have been spending time with my friends chilling, partying, watching tons and tons of movies... I don't know how long more am I going to spend my time like this.
I party till I get drunk and nobody gives a damn about it. I just love being drunk and dance till i ache.
Just recently got a flower hand made by my ITE students. They really made my day cuz it has been some time since I'd received flowers. :)
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