Hazelnut Tree (the Extraordinary) - charming, sense of humour, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.






"I can not change the direction of the wind,
but I can adjust my sails!!!"

I will not give up tt's for sure but i find myself tired... Ya i know my bro and mum are my blood.. I love them a lot... Anyway before i went out just now my brother hugged me... It has been so long since he hug me... Well was touched and he told me to control my temper and not to shout at my mum... I was to agitated tt's why i raised my voice... I didn't mean it one... Anyway my mum got talk to me le so i guess things are back to normal...

Went to D's hse at 2 plus then watched tv and huggeg him for a very long time... Hm... He's havin POP soon on wed so after tt can meet him again one tiem next week...

Went to Tm to acc him buy air freshener and biscuits... Then went to walk ard till bout 5 and i went to Mrt to go Bugis meet a fren for movie... in the end didn't watch cuz all the time sloths too late and nt much shows... All cartoon... Then we went walkin then had early dinner at Ajisen... haha my friend heard tt i like to eat the ice cream then he ordered...lolx... Really can calm down when i'm with this friend... We know each other for 4 to 5 yrs le... He's always there to listen to my sorrows...

Then he had to leave early for farewell celebration with his friends cuz he goin ns soon.... He told me tt he's goin to continue his studies on business.. I'm happy to hear tt...hehe... Came home all the way alone... Felt like slping in the train but no seat so stood up all the way till i took bus...

Now online chattin and writin blog lor... My mum is back from grandma's hse... welll tmr will be at home the whole day... Goin out with my family to eat lunch... Studyin at home lor... Dun plan to go library the next few days... Maybe tuesday then go library cuz havin class dinner together.. Hmm... Ok lar... my eyes still feelin hurt after tis mrning's cryin... SO goin to slp soon... Nite!!!!





Ltr goin to meet Dearie at ard 1 then till only 3... sian... i thought can spend the whole day with him but last night he called and say can meet awhile only... I prepared for today by studyin a lot for the last few days and then now realised can only see him for 2 hours... but i felt it's better than nth... So now waiting for his msg... After that i'll study and wait for my another friend to catch a movie together...

Just now my mum was angry at me cuz i didn't eat my breakfast... I read newspaper straight away after i woke up and then surf the net at 10am... wanted to write blog when my mum woke up... I push the appointment with my friend to today cuz i want to study tmr at home... So my mum started to nag and said i didn't inform her tt i was catchin a movie which i actually did... She sounded as if everytime i go out with my boy friends, something bad will happen like that... I know she cares but not all my friends are like tt.. She showin me that she doesn't trust my friends.... I very sad now... My brother just now used the prelim thing again to say me... He say since i go library to study everyday i must produce gd grades... I'm tryin very hard but i dunnoe whether i can make it or not.. I start to question myself on my own ability... Cuz most of my class tests have been failin esp my science and the recent geog mock pp...

I'm crying now even when i'm writing this... I can't stop... hai... Very sad... Disappointed that they dun allow my to study till 6plus and reach home at 7 plus at night...

dun feel like writin anymore... NO mood le... Think i'll look very terrible ltr... So goin to try and cool down first... Bye....



Today had half day and it was raining in the morning so we didn't have the workout... Everyone was so excited in class today... Haha...then we prepared the food and did the decorations for the party.when it was at 8:15 am, those register number which is even gets to go to the hall to watch the school concert... Some of my classmates performing and the celebration was very nice Then i was selected to actually represent my class to give the presents for my form and co-form teacher in the hall after the concert...haha... i'd to put on my specs so tt i can find my teachers..lolx... Then after the concert we rushed back to class to start the concert and we had a short video clip for our teachers and we started eatin after tt...lolx... It lasted for bout an hour only...

We left school at around 12 and I went to library with By and Sl...Had lunch after Sl went to find her sister... Then quickly went back to library and studied for bout 4 hours... Was feelin so tired lor... I can't focus these few days... Think is the weather cuz keep raining then make me feel so comfortable... Maybe also because i didn't have enough rest ba... ever since it started raining (think 3 days ago) i started to have sore throat and today it got worst and i was really feeling so umcomfortable lor...sian...

After studyin i accompanied my friends to Tm to look at the Converse shoes and then we went to Yamaha... Cuz my friend having organ lesson. So accompanied another friend to the basement to buy her dinner and we went to my bf's mother's stall (the place she works at) to buy food then she offered to offer me the food but after some pushin and shoving, i finally accepted it cuz everytime i walk pass her stall she always wanna treat me so accept it this time lor...haha...

While walking home was drizzling then the temperature today is 24ºc to 27ºc lor... So cooling but it's better than the hot weather.. haha...

Ltr D won't be calling cuz he's having road march today and it'll take a very long time walking 24km... So Will be catchin Lost on channel 5 ltr!! haha...

Tmr think going to library again to study... Think library becoming my second hse le sia..haha...Sian... Racheal offered to accompany me go airport study just nw... Oh i miss her man!! then i called ah ma just nw during lunch time...