I just dont understand why she has to compare. WHY?? haiz... it has been almost 2 years... soon la... but can't she just accept the fact that I'm attached for now. Even so why does she has to compare me with my cousins and her colleagues... I mean different ppl got different fate ma. For now that I'm sure I truely love him why not just accept the fact? On friday night during dinner, I told Dear say I havent gt the chance to cook for him and he say, "how can? its almost impossible... Cant even go ur hse, hw to eat.. " wa i hear liao i super sad la. I knew wah he meant by those words, then i quickly twist and say, " can la go ur hse cook lor." bt anyway we had fun that night talking crap and took pictures in the bus on the way home.. lolx...
Went to watch Rush hour 3 today... I was late and dearie was a little angry.. sad**
On Wednesday was Jannhie's bday and we went to Singapore Zoo to play and see the animals. We really had lots of fun there and then went to have dinner... i a bit tired le.. so came to write a few words to pen down my feelings in the first para...
I really hope she get the chance to read tis but its impossible... :(



男：落力為你好　得不到分數你決定要跟他日後同步他不懂愛惜你　我樂意操勞女：我決意愛他　祝我愉快吧你最明白我痛極亦留下傷得很重也不怕　我願意等他男：還看著你女：他會感動嗎男：看你在懸崖走路女：他已跑掉嗎男：他卻放下你　只照顧自己女：我慣了愛他你怎樣做在懸崖還是我無退路＊男：對你好　無人稀罕我好無人欣賞我好　原來你習慣他一套從來沒有愛我　看得清楚　我知道不必得到　不妨陪襯　但願為你好＃女：他　從來都比你差　仍然死心愛他垂頭再度聽他欺詐　期求他說愛我為何尚未等到　可能這秒時辰未到男︰是受罪也好　聽聽你哭訴你說難過總比分手更好女︰我說幾多的女主角　也受過煎熬男︰情況壞到女：他也許做到男︰你信任來年一日他答應做到女：他也許做到男︰通通都做到合：我也似你的無從勸告寧願犧牲都不願卻步重唱　＊女：他　從來都比你差　仍然死心愛他垂頭再度聽他欺詐　而明知你愛我我竟扮未知道　好人恕我未能做到男：你當我是知己　我看得到我當你是一生前途女：幾次也是沉迷麻目　控制不到合：怎麼好都等不到男：怎去做　無人珍惜我好無人喜歡我好　原來要學會他一套從來沒有吻過　記得清楚　我知道不必得到　不妨陪襯　但願為你好女：好　從來都知你好男：未夠好女︰為何他不夠好男：我不夠好女︰回來我又與他擁抱合：仍然相信我會　有好心得好報可能　到某日會知道













On thursay we stayed back after school to help with the decoration of the banner. We began to cam whore after finishing and Jam, me n Mee Siew went to have dinner at Mac.
On friday after the morning lecture, we did our project after lunch. Then me and Jamie went to help up a little after project to arrange the gifts. Jamie was the GOH's usher. I can see that she's super kan chiong la. However i think she did a great job. Then at around 5 pm, we went to put on make-up. Van helped me to style my hair and Jan and Jam helped me with my eye shadow. They applied a lot of light colours but not obvious on my complexion so in the end put Jam's black one.
When we reached there we were all feelin very excited. I was put to in charge of taking... Was walking abt to take pics then during the dinner break, i was taking pic of tt GOH and other members when one photographer took a snap shot of me and he came to show it to me la.. the effect was great. The background was blur but i was the main focuz in that pic. Well it all ended at around 930pm and we were all tired.
Dear msg me n told me he injured his right knee la.. heart pain but he went to see the sinseh le... And he had soccer match tis afternoon. It was a draw 2-2.
I didn't meet Dear yesterday cuz he was in camp having rehearsal. Then I woke up at almost 1pm and went to meet Isaac and Shan at WS mac to study. My family came to fetch me for dinner and we had some ducky dinner. It was nice but the portion was less and they tired to cheat us in buying the fried big intestines... The sight of it was yucky la... Anyway after dinner we went to ah ma's house and MX and the twins were the only cousins who came last night. Then we chatted abt tattoos and travelling. We watched a show on SCV and it was abt a horror cum thriller movie. Quite scary in a way cuz the woman was dressed in red opera costume... scary...
OK PICTURE TIME!!