I had a very weird dream last night. I dreamt that I was in a super big hospital and there was a huge monster attacking people. I was with 2 of the gals and they talked to me.
But when the setting changed to a mega shopping centre, I was with them but non of them are willing to talk to me. I was ignored by them and when they left the shop they didn't tell me. Luckily I saw my patient's sister and she told me they were in her shop.
Then I was left alone while they were playing the board. I even SMS Dear and he told me to leave them. However I couldn't find the escalator or lift and felt very lost.
When I related this dream to my parents, I find myself crying. Is this a sign of loneliness? Or am i missing them. I really don't know. After all that had happened made me realise that I can't please everyone in life and that made me wanna do things more meaningful and stay happy. These few days am I really happy? I really dunno. Having to be caught in such a thing make me depressed.



Last Saturday didn't manage to spend time with Dear cuz he was not feelin well.
Just now we washed the cages for the 3 little hamsters then went Bedok da bao ur favourite curry rice for lunch. We had a short nap after eating whille watching "How to lose a guy in 10 days." I felt very pig after sleeping. lolx.
Now we're playing some online games and waiting for dinner time! Lolx... I'm really glad to have him by my side. Love him till the max! :) (told u not to peep at what i type le!) Hahaa...
Next week is another new week in another new ward. I can't wait to go back to school to have my Mac breakfast meal!
I can't wait for monday, think I can't sleep on Sunday night le. Will be super excited about the ward. I haven't put my actions to work yet. Have been slacking everyday. After work go home straight away zzz. Otherwise will be sleeping till 10++ den go work liao. Super pig can!!! OK la shall continue to play games le. Byee everyone. :P



You are Snoopy:
You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you 're never out of style, you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times

ARIES - THE PLAYER (3/21-4/19) Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing ....VERY FORGIVING(TiS iS NOT TRUE aBt Me). Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.



THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression 'the labor of love.'
Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.
Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'... Not just a feeling.

Remember this always

Today i couldn't wake up from my beauty sleep cause I was tossing around my bed last night. Was walking into the ward like a zombie this morning. Lolx... Then played with my favourite patient UNO game just now. I can't bear to leave that ward... Gosh! How fast to see 2 weeks fly away like this.
Tomorrow is my last day in the ward, next week going to another one. Shall go and buy TOTO tomorrow if I not tired after work. :P
Yeah weekend is coming again. I hope Dear won't be so busy. But if really can't help then I'll have to stay at home again. Dun think Mama wanna go Ah ma's house this weekend cuz of all the complications. Dunno Ah ma discharge le ma... Sianz...
Life is still normal for me. Why make it complicated? Live once only, no second chance, and what's more there're other things in life that are much more important. Well I guess I've to start reading on my textbooks le... Haven't touch a single book ever since attachment started. Dear coming to drink soup later so I think I shall go and read some stuff le. :) Take care everyone!





I've been in a new hospital recently working with wonderful patients. All of them are so lovely and I think I'm going to miss them so much cuz this week is the last week in that ward. Next week will be posted to another ward which i tink is goin to be very exciting too.
That day Dear not feelin well and I went to see him on monday. Seeing a doc on PH is super ex sia...And Dear nearly faint after seeing doc. I was so scared but lucky Pa came to fetch us home. Then nearly 5 days didn't get to spend much time with him. Finally just now went to his house for supper and managed to talk to him anfd hold him. :)
I had a weird dream last night. Anyway I'm goin to rest soon. Shall update again tmr after work. :P Nighty!