Just now I woke up crying. Once again I dreamt that Dear went out with a girl and she wrote those sweet stuff to him.. I even saw they took pictures together... I pinched Dear on his leg nonstop but yet he didn't apologise. I msged Dear and he told me I like to dream of this kind ma. Sadded. It just came naturally and I can;t even control my dream ma.. When I woke up I really felt the ache in my heart and I cried nonstop for about 30 minutes. Phew! I already realised it was a dream but I think there is some kind of meaning behind this dream. 

I just put clothes into the machine to wash. Watching my Hana Kimi again, waiting for my lunch to come... Super hungry... Tomorrow I'm having band practice and its the last one. Hope the weather won't be too hot cuz we will be playing at the porch area...