The unspoken words, yet hard to share...
- Tuesday, June 10, 2008 -
These few days I've been thinking something really serious. About my future. What and how will it be like. And I noticed something is missing in my life right at this moment. I can't tell what it is cause I have no idea what it is. Somehow something is not right. I'm like a thing dangling in the outerspace. Hanging there not knowing what to do.Kind of afraid and kind of looking forward to it. But still something is not there... Inside me is straggling trying to reah out for something that can grab hold of me and make me stay still and calm.There're so many things that is inside me. Being a 19 year old girl, I have a lot of thoughts and feelings running through me every second. Something that is not within my reach yet but yet I don't know if I should ever even have considered doing. There's so much risk out there at every single little thing you and I do.I'm tired, perhaps its already 1am in the night. Hearing my keypad typing with these words on my screen and the traffic outside the road. I can also hear my breathe...
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