haha!!! Finally prelim exams over for me!!! But the sad thing is i'll get to know my results on monday lor... well i think i won't be able to sleep well on Sunday night...

Yesterday i had my a mths paper 2 and it was very difficult!! tt's the only subject that i'm most confident of getting an A2 but now my hopes are dashed... Think will fail lor... I really think my prelim results will not be good... Went to library to study my DNT pp which was today and reached home to study my science paper1...

Today I found the science pp quite easy, at least i have confidence of passon it... Hmm... As for DNT, i was blowing my nose throughout the whole paper... I used 15 tissue papers... I didn't do well for DnT cuz i forgot some of the answers for some questions... I rmb readin it but can't think of the answer...

I think my crying disrupted my performance... Cuz last night i told me mum that i'm goin to have dinner with Derek tmr(Sat) night... But she question me why i can't have dinner with her since my bro just left for Melbourn... I just wanna relax and spend time with Derek cuz since my prelims just ended ma... But she went to tell my dad and he said me this morning... Then i argue back saying that they can't expect me to be studyin everyday n all i want is to rest... I think that if they trust me, they should be able to understand n let me do wad i wan lor... I mean this is the age to gt into relationships ma... I'm already old enough to handle and i won't do silly things... I really just want them to have a bit more faith n trust in me, tt's all i ask from them... hai... Then when i said bye to my dad tis mrning in the car, he actually ignored me and when i reached school, i cried non-stop till the science pp1 started...

Then during the 4 hours break, i went to my gal friend's hse to study but ended up sleeping for bout 40 minutes...lolx... Anyway i'm very sad nw... speechless... my mum keep askin me to meet her after goin out with my friend... She want me to go my grandma's hse... Just becuase i need time to think through, she quickly decided that she'll meet me after i'd my movies... Hai... I really dunno wad to do lor... Sad... Sad....

Anyway i'm tired le... Just now had Band farewell party... i'd lots of fun even though I was tired... Played some silly but fun games and then had dinner at 7pm... A bit disappointed with my section's attendance cuz 2 other junoirs didn't turn up... Then after dinner we'd a tribute powerpoint and we watched... We went down to band room to gather and exchange presents and then soon it was 9... So i left with my classmates and took bus home... Know backaching and also my nose still giving me problems... hai...